Today is April 16th, 2008.
A year ago today I was sitting at my desk at work, when I got an IM message from a friend mid morning. "They think there has been a shooting on Virginia Tech's campus." My first thought was not again.
You see, earlier that school year, in fall of 2006, on the first day of classes, a man escaped from police custody, shot a police officer and a hospital security guard and ended up hiding out near campus for most of the day. This resulted in classes being canceled, dorms locked down, a mess of the area in general.
So, like I said, my first though was not again. Turning on the radio, and the news, keeping an eye on what was going across the net and in IM's from friends and family, this was something much worse. In the end 32 students and professors of Virginia Tech were killed, many more wounded, and it still doesn't make any sense thinking about it a year later. I know it is just me, but I do not understand the mind set if you are mad at the world, or mad at "people", why you have to impact yourself on innocents. If you are going to take yourself and your life down in flames, what goes through your head to think I am going to take other people with me? What point are you trying to make?
Anyways.
Even though I graduated from Virginia Tech in 1998, it is still a place I hold close to my heart. I have been back to see friends, I have gone back for football games, it was a time and place I enjoyed very much. So I think for Hokies around the country, it certainly hit us hard. It saddened me and I can certainly see I was in a bit of a haze for the day or two afterwards. I was working, I was going about life, but I don't think I was completely there. I can't imagine what those that were injured that day, or the families of those that were killed were going through. I guess it also hit close to home just from knowing that campus, knowing that building, knowing those classrooms. In thinking back about it now I am guessing I might have had a class every semester I was there in that building. It just feels odd to picture those rooms in my head now.
But, here we are a year later, and it is a day to remember what happened, but not dwell on it. Lift up those that were killed and injured, and honor them by continuing to go forward.
And if we ever needed something to remind us of who we are as a school, Virginia Tech Professor Nikki Giovanni gave a wonderful address about grief, hope, and the future that still to this day brings a few tears to my eyes when I read it.
Transcript of Nikki Giovanni's Convocation address
Delivered April 17, 2007
We are Virginia Tech.
We are sad today, and we will be sad for quite a while. We are not moving on, we are embracing our mourning.
We are Virginia Tech.
We are strong enough to stand tall tearlessly, we are brave enough to bend to cry, and we are sad enough to know that we must laugh again.
We are Virginia Tech.
We do not understand this tragedy. We know we did nothing to deserve it, but neither does a child in Africa dying of AIDS, neither do the invisible children walking the night away to avoid being captured by the rogue army, neither does the baby elephant watching his community being devastated for ivory, neither does the Mexican child looking for fresh water, neither does the Appalachian infant killed in the middle of the night in his crib in the home his father built with his own hands being run over by a boulder because the land was destabilized. No one deserves a tragedy.
We are Virginia Tech.
The Hokie Nation embraces our own and reaches out with open heart and hands to those who offer their hearts and minds. We are strong, and brave, and innocent, and unafraid. We are better than we think and not quite what we want to be. We are alive to the imaginations and the possibilities. We will continue to invent the future through our blood and tears and through all our sadness.
We are the Hokies.
We will prevail.
We will prevail.
We will prevail.
We are Virginia Tech.
